Well.

Well, I somehow managed to get through Mother's Day and then only 2 days later was your birthday you would have been 64 yes old.
As summer approaches I remember our conversations of you considering moving down here with me, Russ, Zach and Madison. We were quite excited at that possibility!

I miss you mom, it often seems unreal that you are really gone. I guess because I was so far away in KY. I miss calling you several times a day (Thank God for unlimited long distance!)

I miss the little things too, like calling you way early or leaving you messages on your answering machine.
I miss the times of Madison going to get on the other phone and interrupting our conversation because she
wanted to talk to her grandma.
I miss hearing Madison tell you about her day or whatever she learned with homeschool that day.

I hope that I didn't nag you too much mom about getting health insurance and wanting the best for you as you so deserved it. I really did it out of love for you mom.
I just wanted you to have a full life, not sit at home alone all the time, that is why I fussed at you to get out and do something, take a class, go to church, whatever it was but to get out with people. I didn't want you to be a homebody...

I miss you being here, coming to visit and finally getting some rest, sleeping good, eating better because you had us and you weren't alone. I know it isn't any fun being alone all the time and I don't think it is very healthy either. ((HUGS))

I so wish I would have hugged you more!!!!
I know I told you I loved you and meant every word, but hugging you when you were here visiting is what I wish I would have done more of.



I guess this is one way of keeping you updated huh, I so do wish so much that you were here.

We have been calling Grandma Miller and she just adores Madison just as much as you did, you should see her smile when she talks about Madison.

Please continue to watch over all of us especially the kids, we love and miss you mom.

I love you~